The Lonely, Only Voice (Updated!)

For several weeks, but in particular the last ten days, I have been consumed. I feel drained, exhausted, both mentally and physically, frustrated and like I am in a constant state of shock.

Last week I wrote an open letter to ReSound after I had been trying to bring a dangerous technical issue to their attention since mid-December. If that wasn’t reason enough to demand action, ever since then (December) I have been stonewalled by the people I have tried to reach out to at ReSound. I have been treated like I was crazy and “imagining things” and ignored until I demonstrated the glitch in person. Then they turned around and made it my fault. I was too stupid to use their products correctly. I didn’t understand how to read. So rarely have I been treated like a moron because of my hearing loss, but it has happened… but it coming from someone in the “hearing solutions” industry… no that was a first.

After doing some easy research, and some less-easy research, two things became clear to me. One: Despite ReSound swearing this issue is new and I am the FIRST and yaddy yaddy yada, a lot of people have actually complained about very similar, possibly the exact same, things. Two: Anyone who has ever had any issues with ReSound’s hearing aids and tried to reach out to them, but ReSound could not find any easy immediate fix… the person inquiring became the problem. “ReSound doesn’t care” “Customer Service, what a joke!” “Refused to acknowledge the problem” are recurring themes and statements in reviews, on forums, in social media, on iTunes and actual Consumer Affairs complaints. How can a company whose entire customer base is made up of people with hearing loss, treat people with hearing loss like crap? How is that even remotely acceptable? Seriously, how?

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Trump Vs. Cruz: Who Will Be The GOP Candidate (And Who Do I Want It To Be)

Let me upfront about something, because I don’t want people to misunderstand what this blog is about. I am a Libertarian, or according to my moderate-Republican husband: bleeding heart liberal radical… (but he says it with love) so I would not vote for Cruz or Trump. So why write about them? Because they are the GOP’s two frontrunners and it’s very possible (probably even likely) that one of them is going to be the official GOP presidential candidate. And I know which one I’m hoping gets the bid, simply because I am all about strategy. 😉

Now in the beginning when there were like twelve Republican hopefuls, neither Trump or Cruz were the ones I hoped would come out on top. That would actually have been Jeb Bush or Chris Christie. Why them? Well because that’s the whole point of my strategy: take the most incompetent hopeful who doesn’t have a shot at winning… and give him the bid! (See, I am a little devious at times. 😛 ) Jeb Bush was likely the most incompetent candidate. If he was won the bid and then the presidency (gasp!) nothing would ever get done. So while the economy would suffer and other things may go down, I didn’t see an all-out way, damning controversies or effective campaigns of hate following him. Because he’s just too stupid to get anything done. With Christie it was much of the same, but the biggest pro with him was that he is utterly unelectable. No one likes him, I highly doubt many in his own party would vote for him.

But now after the race has whittled out half of the original GOP hopefuls there are two obvious frontrunners, one of which surprised me: Donald Trump and Ted Cruz. I’ll admit I never thought Trump would even be in the top four. I thought he would have lost so many primaries that he’d eventually just give up… I mean Trump is all theatre, with no experience and he’s so bigoted that even a bunch of Tea Partiers are like, “Whoa dude, hold up.” But here he is, a “real” possibility.

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An Open Letter To ReSound: False Advertising a Dangerous Product; Mistreating and Taking Advantage of People With Hearing Loss… NO MORE (Updated)

Summary: For two months I have tried to work with ReSound to fix an issue with its hearing aids’ interface/compatibility with Apple, which results in physical harm to people wearing ReSound’s Enzo 2 hearing aids. I have been stonewalled, blamed, and treated like I am stupid and should just accept whatever “kindness” they offer me. This attitude has been reinforced by a higher-up in the company, which explains ReSound’s disturbing and unacceptable attitudes and treatment of the hard-of-hearing and deaf communities, which they are supposed to serve. The issue is still an issue that no one has claimed responsibility for, even though reps have seen it in person. Refusing that it is an issue means they will never fix it. This means they are intentionally preying on people who have hearing loss that want to reclaim some of that loss with the use of their hearing aids. I apologize for the length, but below I have outlined the hearing aid issue, what has been tried, the poor treatment I have received (including the name of the higher-up in the company who believes he is “too good” to talk to people with hearing loss) and what needs to happen to resolve this issue. Because despite everything, I am still hoping ReSound wakes up and corrects the issue with the hearing aids, as well as addresses how they treat their customer base. Please take the time to read and share!

Last December, my audiologist strongly encouraged me to come into her office for a new hearing aid demo. The hearing aids: ReSound Enzo 2 hearing aids were supposed to be the best and newest of what technology in hearing aids and hearing aid devices had to offer. After only a few days into my demo however, I came across an apparent glitch. When I was using their streaming device, either for the TV or their “mini mic” the streaming would be interrupted whenever I used my phone. See the hearing aids have an interface and were designed specifically for iOS. That’s one of the things that are supposed to make them so special. I understand if I were to talk on the phone, make a call or receive a call streaming should be interrupted. But if I look at a text message, service is interrupted. Check email – service is interrupted. Open a game, internet browser or ANY OTHER app – service is interrupted.

I contacted my audiologist and she called ReSound on my behalf. Though I could only hear my audiologist’s end of the conversation, it didn’t sound like whoever she was talking to was being very helpful, or particularly cared. At first she said things like, “What do you mean that’s how they’re supposed to work?” which seemed to be ReSound’s first stance. Then that changed to a few suggestions. We tried all of those suggestions as soon as we got home, which including un-pairing the hearing aids to the phone and then re-pairing them, changing different settings etc. Nothing worked.

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A Bad Dream

I woke up feeling the heavy weight of panic in my chest as my head jerked quickly to the right. I saw the back of my husband’s head and our dog, Angel, sleeping between us, her butt against my husband’s back and her face almost touching mine, front paws outstretched. It was just a dream, I told myself. Just a dream. I laid on my back trying to will myself to close my eyes. You can’t sleep with your eyes wide open. But I couldn’t. I turned back on my side and pulled the heavy comforter over my head. But even after doing so I couldn’t close my eyes for more than a few seconds at a time.

Eventually I gave up and pulled out my phone, looking at texts, emails, playing a trivia app, anything that could delay me getting up, but keep my mind on something else. And then I just got up.

I’m exhausted, less than six hours of sleep is not enough. And I can’t shake the dream, even though most of the details are starting to fade, I remember enough because I remember how I felt in the dream. The fear. The sense of wrongness. Being watched, knowing “he” was coming.

It’s been awhile since I’ve had a bad dream like that. Months. And I’m sure it will be another couple of months before it happens again. There was no trigger, not even something silly like I watched a crime show or read a thriller the previous day. No the previous day I was busy being productive and the few shows I watched were family-oriented sitcoms. The only book I read was YA fiction that was more adventure than anything (and it’s my second time reading it, so no surprises in store).

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Love The Magazine, But Can’t Get On Board With The Editor: When Is It Officially “Selling Out”

I’m a writer. Writing is not what I do, it’s not a career path or choice, it’s not a hobby. It’s a calling; it’s an integral part of who I am. It is a crazy desperate need and the moment I stop meeting that need… well I won’t be here anymore. But I’m also a writer that despite being enthusiastically encouraged, so much so it felt like being pushy and demanding (but really I needed the push) I only started submitting my writing to places a few months ago. So I haven’t been published – yet.

This year I’ve committed to keep submitting things and I am determined to get published before the year is out. When going over my portfolio (essays and short stories that have been deemed ready to submit) I came across a story I really want to find a home for. And that is the beginning of my problem. I think I know a magazine where this story would fit. I don’t just mean it’s a good story and it’s a magazine that publishes good stories – I mean it would fit into this magazine’s aesthetic. Even more it even fits into similar themes/region but stands apart and from what I’ve read in this publication, so this story would offer something new. I really want to submit this story to this press. But something is holding me back.

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